Fifty years ago yesterday, my tearful dad walked me down the aisle and my mom was a smiling mother-of-the-bride. My 12 year-old brother was a junior groomsman and my 11 year-old sister was a junior bridesmaid. My little brother was the ring bearer. He ate four pieces of wedding cake at the reception and wore out the knees of a rented tux running and sliding across the dance floor. Last nite he made me a vodka martini with anchovy olives to toast my almost-50th wedding anniversary. Our parents are gone, as are our middle brother and sister. The marriage we celebrated fifty years ago yesterday lasted 23 years before being resurrected again ten years later.
I posted a wedding picture yesterday on FaceBook. One of the comments was, “You were just kids!” That we were. Kids that dated three months before marrying. What we had in common was chemistry and a desire to establish our own home and family. I didn’t know that he was a procrastinator, bordered on being a hoarder, preferred to be alone. He didn’t know that I was a get-it-done-now-regardless-of-quality person, neat freak bordering on OCD, loved to talk. We didn’t even know that our politics were polar opposites.
I’ve heard it said that women get married thinking that they can change their husbands and men think that their wives won’t change. Of course, neither is true. Some things change dramatically, some never change. We were kids. Kids with starry eyes and dreams for the future. We fought, we distanced, we changed, life changed. Some of the sharp edges of our differences have softened, we’ve developed common interests and new distinctions have evolved. Today, 18 years into our second marriage to each other, we accept our differences. I said “accept,” not celebrate. What we do celebrate fifty years after that first wedding day, is the family we created and the time we spend together being who we’ve each become. Life is good!